fairly biased

my only thought for now is that people are hard and easy on themselves which ends being a fairly unfair assessment of themselves. i mean to say that often times people don't see your most giving or your most selfish moments.. you see yourself acting out of kindness and laziness and serving with a good/bad attitude.. i tried to start a fight last night at a flag football game and used inflammatory words to get a push or punch to start a fight that i feel confident my team would have cleaned up quickly. it started with bad officiating that the other team defended as fair and impartial.. it was bull shit.. our small receiver got clothes lined by a bigger guy and the other team made no remorseful gesture..i got ticked and thus the fighting words came out.. i started yelling "DO SOMETHING" in hopes of pushing someone over the edge...at which time i was poised to crow hop somebodies ass! i am mad right now.. i was simultaneously proud of my sticking up for my teammate and embarrassed that kids and families were watching this drama unfold...my internal feelings are that if a child or anyone else knew the details and circumstances of the altercation...it would be a fight in which i would be fighting for justice(good US vs. bad them) it wouldn't have been my fault that the GOOD in this situation would have been the heavy favorite..today i am glad and at the exact same time disappointed that in did not come to blows. i was Angry then..but with time still believe that the beating would have been good for the other team.. some people(myself included at times of course) need to learn that when you are outmanned shut your PIE HOLE and be glad that mercy was shown to you and yours...because an ass beating was in order last night and we let it go for cross roads church sake.

MY FAIRLY UNFAIR TAKE

apology to the patrons of strength in blunders
i cant blog much right now.. i sit down to blog and think of other stuff to do. i am a weak individual with too much time to get the few things i need to do.. done.
i have good subjects to archive but have such bad ADD right now that i cant even get anything started!

YO BOY

TDS

biased