getting my paypa. hells yeah.

when i created strength in blunders, i was not doing it for the fame and fortune. it was to have an outlet for some thoughts, stories, theories, and vent sessions. but like barry bonds says, paraphrased 'guys like me dont walk to the plate thinking about hitting a homerun, i just want to see a good pitch to hit and try to hit it hard somewhere...if things go right i can get a little lift on the ball and drive it out of the park' i sit down to blog, hoping to roll through it, entertain and stop satisfied...if i turn out to be the greatest of all time, so be it. well i signed up, i agreed to put an advertisement at the bottom of the page.. and i get money everytime someone views my blog. i first blogged in july of this year and i dont want to brag or anything but to date i have accumulated a whopping $5.70!! i think i get about a half a penny everytime someone views my blog, so here is the math i have come up with.
based on half penny and 30 day months
that is 1140 views.

(B.N.S.) ben accounts for about 1 view a day
(P.A.R.) patrick accounts for about 1.5 views a day (based on testimony)
(J.D.M.) pockets accounts for about 1 view a day(based on number of comments)
(B.L.W) DUBle trouble 1 view a day
(T.D.S.) yours truly 7 per week. its obvious by how few i have done that i dont get on too much
(JHS) younger is good for 3 a week( about 77 total)
so after doing the math..
i cannot account for an estimated 160 views of this blog.
thanks so much to the patrons..if your initials arent listed above.. please comment and give me a better idea of who and when.

fat and lazy in 2007.

your boy.

T.D.S.

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i love the scene in movies that starts with a man plunging into dark waters. usual he is forced to jump into the waters because of eminent danger. The man, once in dark waters is disoriented, and asking himself why did i plunge into these dark waters(what the hell have i done moment)? Next it would show him take a proverbial deep breath, (of course not a actual deep breath For he is in dark waters), but rather that he takes a moment to calm down, before he starts fighting toward the surface of these deep dark waters. it is the point where the man realizes, that atleast for now...he is ok.
i am usually annoyed by people who watch action movies and react critically to long odd chances that characters. if the movie is called mission impossible, some pretty incredible stuff is gonna have to happen for the mission to be accomplished. " yeah right, cant nobody do that shit!"
but seriously..just once i want the main character find himself in eminent danger, take the plunge and hit the rocks on the way down. sick? i know. in the movie last of the mohicans, you expected everyone to find their way out of the danger and live happily ever after. instead, they gave the audience something to think and cry about. such is life.
sports, for this reason, are the greatest drama. the grand scheme has great players turn in to train wrecks(ryan leaf, Kijana Carter) oddly enough my brother and i saw both of these guys at a sports rehab facility. they were talking, i assumed they were wrestling with "what went wrong?" stories. we also see our favorite players mount last minute drives only to heave a last second hailmary, that is batted to the ground (hit the rocks on the way down). i am stopping this post here for sake of actually posting something in december but i will return with rich thought provoking bull shit.. or thoughtless ranting about beer, and my recent defection to brady fandom.(barf.. in my wifes words). i hate tom brady more than anyone else hates tom brady.. i have denied his brilliance as luck and fortunate circumstance and standby that as soon as this weeks games end, i will return to hating his pansy ass more than ever